Facing the Reality

"King Solomon one of the wisest man who ever live, desperately fall in love with a lass who did not return his feelings. He splattered upon her some of the most dazzling poetry, which was like the magnificence of the full moon, pure like the lustrous sun and got absolutely nowhere with her!", Says the bible. Did you experience like this before? When you can’t eat, can’t study anymore! You daydream about him! You are miserable! Nevertheless, I will eventually refrain from my attempts to win him over. But how can I regain control of my personal sensation? “He that is trusting in his own heart is stupid.” This is predominantly factual, when I will found myself caught up in a romantic fantasy. However, “He that is walking with wisdom is the one that will escape.” This simply means seeing thing just the way they are. Be grateful for simple things on what that really meant to be. “How do you legitimate hope from an unfounded hope?” an fascinating question I read from a book which gave a evenhanded retort, “By looking carefully and coldly at the facts.” But how much of a chance is there of a real romance developing with the person I admire? What if that guy is a movie star, the odds are I will never even this person! My chances are really evenly muted when some grown-up folks are might be involved. Yes, actually there was a time when I fell desperately infatuated by a Korean actor who was playing the character of Lee Shin Gun, in my preferred Korean novella “Princess Hours.” Every time I take notice of the commercial or music video about it I hurried to the front of our TV and doesn’t care about the world, all I want was to see him. When I slumber, his visage was always on my mind. I spent a lot of money and surf in the Internet to find his friendster account, his photos and watching his movies online. I bought a complete copy of one of his movies and that cost a peso. All those things made me realize that I’m falling in love with someone who doesn’t even know my name! He is impossible! Furthermore, has this guy I like thus for shown any interest in me at all? If not, is there any real reason to believe that things are going to change in the future? Or am I just simply reading romantic interest from innocent words and actions on his part? All of those doubts are mixing up my mind. Is he really hundred miles away from me, impossible to reach? Or there might be someone who’s just an inch from me, waiting t be loved? Huh! But besides what would I do if that impossible man actually returned my affections? Am I ready for a serious relationship? I’m NOT! Then I should remove vexation in my heart by refusing to dwell on fantasy. There is a “time to love” and that might be years later. Days, months and seconds more…when I’m ready to “Face the Reality.”